‘eleven : twenty-nine’ was influenced by my Grandads death last summer as when he passed all we had was our memories together, items of clothing and inheritance. When I was younger, he used to go away for months at a time to sea to provide for his family but, he had to stop when he got ill, watching him go from this tall strong guy to being smaller than myself made me feel a type of pain I can’t put into words because its indescribable. It made me realise that in the end money cannot provide happiness and it really hurt watching those events unfold right in front of my eyes.
I often find myself getting into a headspace in which I wish I could go back in time and spend more time with him before he passed since I hadn’t seen him for a while, it happened so fast that I wasn’t prepared and this film follows my current and past consciousness battling themselves in not being able to change things but only grow and re-live those past events over-and-over again ironically like movie stuck on repeat in my head and unless I change that it will continue to play out exactly the same.
this site is for you
I’m not sure what you mean but thank you:)